520

a very special day 4 many people and 2molo 521.Some people say is the end of the world.I wonder is this true or nt~hm~~bt 2molo is my another 1month anniversary hm~wat a sad news~>.<this few day jz start my f6 life and i grew a lot of pimple mayb the surrounding was nt suitable yt hm~ using so much brand of face wash bt is nt work 4 me at all~ my aunt intro dermalogical 4 me and i brought it after use dermalogica my face bcum much better~

jz love it~~<3

the 1st day without u~

  

hm..feel weird..didt message u 2day and didt receive ur message.. wondering what u doing now hope u fine now~i straight away open fb and jz do my thing 2 kep away from lonely cuz whn im alone i will started thinking of u and i started cry bt there was no space to let me let out my feeling ,i keep control my feeling in front my family and my fren i didt wish thy c me like this bt is reli hard..feel suffer.. my fren do help me even she was far from me she keep message me and dun wan 2 let me b alone reli thx her~ i taught i could b strong without u bt i was wrong i cant..bt wat can i do was nth i cant do anything cuz i hv 2 respect ur choice.Now i only hope u r fine and b happy alyz~~ i jz nt suitable 4 u and i nt suppose 2 fal in love wit u~ im a useless~ im sori

nightmare

when i play a music

i feel love,a life and a story of my life

it cheers me

and bring memories 4 us

when i listen to music it takes me to another world

music is my passion

my soul

and it can take away my pain

music is our life~

1605

i nvr  think tis day wil cum 2 me
and i wil nvr 4gt this day
the day i feel sad and hurt
i knw is late 2 keep back my word
and
i cant do anything nw
i knw is his choice
i wonder y my mum cry too
whn i told her im break up
i knw she saw my tears cumming out
mayb she feel sori 4 me
i hope it wil b ok soon~
im sori 4 him
i was jz nt 4 him
im nt a perfect girl or a gud girl
im jz a useless grl tht he nvr meet and alyz make him worry
i knw u feel tired 4 me now
im jz can say im sori
bt u r the most important person in my heart even v r break
i will never meet sum1 jz like u who wil accept 4 who i am
and v pass many stage 2 continue our love
v hv been 2gether 1year 7month 26day
u vry lucky cuz u hv walk away from my life
u stil young and u hv many chice
is hard 2 find sum1 jz like u
im sure
u will find sum1 u luv vry soon~
and thy wil appreciate u
nt jz like me
bt im nt going 2 find another guy
i was so tired nw
and i knw is nt easy 2 find sum1 jz like u
i wil going 2 be single mayb forever
i guess
and concentrate in my stpm
i sorry 4 wat i did tht make u sad,worry,angry and im sori 4 u~
i hope u 4gv me~
i was a bad guy actually
nt u
dun think like tat
thx 4 hate me..
bt i wont hate u
i hope u wil b hapi in ur nw life now
is nice 2 meet u~
and i hope i can hug u 4 the last time~
bt i guess there was no chance nw..
thx u so much 4 being wit me and treat me gud~
i wil nvr 4gt u as my bf and ur kindness~
thx u vry much~
=)

having a break~

my form6 is started last week

feel totally tired

nw is time to hv some break~

going 1Utama with my mum and sibling~

again..

i drive~so bore le~

alyz me...hm~~>.<

finally~

v reach~

10.03am~wow~quiet early~so many parking~hehe~

straight away going 2 the cinema~

tht was many movie i wan 2 watch~

bt v cant watch nw

cuz many ned over 13 or 18

my brother cant watch wit us~

so v hv 2 cancel the plan 2 watch movie

and 11am~v going 2 sing k~ until 2.30pm

wow~

wat the hell!

a kid also count with adult price!!

reli bad service!!

after tht..

v going 2 the lift  

and a man started 2 talking wit us~and he ask us 2 the 1U garden at the upper roof~

he say vry nice~

so many flower~

nice~<3

>.<

my jie say im a frog~

>.<

white and red~

nice~

i love this~^^

peace~

nice flower~

>.<

with hishiko~^^

take by my sis~^^

sometime

is reli hard to make decision

i dun knw wat should i do nw

i dun knw wat i wan

i dun knw whr i should go

how 2 follow my heart

i dun knw wat i reli wan~

i hope i did the right decision~

nw jz dun think anything

and let everything 2 b normal~

: )

0105 time to change myself

this few day
almost everytime stay at home
feel bore
and do the same thing everyday
bt is almost start my f6 life soon~^^
i nt sure that i can make it or nt
i hope i could change and start a new me
after back from plkn i do learn many thing
and i hope i can set all the positive thing that i learn and set it in my mind
hm..
i do jealous with my fren for their college life
i wish i can
i wan to take hotel management or hospitality management
or maybe a chef
i like it
bt i can't
i hv no this ability and i dun wan 2 waste my parent money
many ppl ask me borrow from ptptn
bt i dun wan
maybe im s2p
bt..i jz dun like 2 debt
hm..
i jz hate my life
i hate everything
i hate wat im choose
i hate wat i miz
i hate wat i did
and i hate wat i decide
bt nw is too late to me 2 change everything
i only can do is 2 face it and try 2 make it rite
i hv 2 start the new me
and
started 2 think positive
no more keep say sorry
no more humble
no more playing too much
i hv2 manage my time
and study 4 my future
i regret 4 my spm result
i must do it..

recipe orea cheese cake

ngredients

• 24 OREO Cookies, divided
• 3 tablespoons butter, melted
• 3 (250 g) packages PHILADELPHIA Brick Cream Cheese, softened
• 3/4 cup sugar
• 1 teaspoon vanilla
• 3 eggs
• 1/2 lemon juice

Directions

1. Heat oven to 350 degrees F. Place some of the cookies in resealable plastic bag. Flatten bag to remove excess air, then seal bag. Finely crush cookies by rolling a rolling pin across the bag. Place in bowl. Add butter; mix well. Press firmly onto bottom of 9-inch springform pan.
2. Beat cream cheese, sugar and vanilla in large bowl with electric mixer on medium speed until well blended. Add eggs, 1 at a time, beating just until blended after each addition. Chop or crush remaining 8 cookies. Gently stir half of the chopped cookies into cream cheese batter. Pour over prepared crust; sprinkle with the remaining chopped cookies.
3. Cool. Refrigerate 3 hours or overnight. Store leftover cheesecake in refrigerator.