520

a very special day 4 many people and 2molo 521.Some people say is the end of the world.I wonder is this true or nt~hm~~bt 2molo is my another 1month anniversary hm~wat a sad news~>.<this few day jz start my f6 life and i grew a lot of pimple mayb the surrounding was nt suitable yt hm~ using so much brand of face wash bt is nt work 4 me at all~ my aunt intro dermalogical 4 me and i brought it after use dermalogica my face bcum much better~

jz love it~~<3

the 1st day without u~

  

hm..feel weird..didt message u 2day and didt receive ur message.. wondering what u doing now hope u fine now~i straight away open fb and jz do my thing 2 kep away from lonely cuz whn im alone i will started thinking of u and i started cry bt there was no space to let me let out my feeling ,i keep control my feeling in front my family and my fren i didt wish thy c me like this bt is reli hard..feel suffer.. my fren do help me even she was far from me she keep message me and dun wan 2 let me b alone reli thx her~ i taught i could b strong without u bt i was wrong i cant..bt wat can i do was nth i cant do anything cuz i hv 2 respect ur choice.Now i only hope u r fine and b happy alyz~~ i jz nt suitable 4 u and i nt suppose 2 fal in love wit u~ im a useless~ im sori

nightmare

when i play a music

i feel love,a life and a story of my life

it cheers me

and bring memories 4 us

when i listen to music it takes me to another world

music is my passion

my soul

and it can take away my pain

music is our life~

1605

i nvr  think tis day wil cum 2 me
and i wil nvr 4gt this day
the day i feel sad and hurt
i knw is late 2 keep back my word
and
i cant do anything nw
i knw is his choice
i wonder y my mum cry too
whn i told her im break up
i knw she saw my tears cumming out
mayb she feel sori 4 me
i hope it wil b ok soon~
im sori 4 him
i was jz nt 4 him
im nt a perfect girl or a gud girl
im jz a useless grl tht he nvr meet and alyz make him worry
i knw u feel tired 4 me now
im jz can say im sori
bt u r the most important person in my heart even v r break
i will never meet sum1 jz like u who wil accept 4 who i am
and v pass many stage 2 continue our love
v hv been 2gether 1year 7month 26day
u vry lucky cuz u hv walk away from my life
u stil young and u hv many chice
is hard 2 find sum1 jz like u
im sure
u will find sum1 u luv vry soon~
and thy wil appreciate u
nt jz like me
bt im nt going 2 find another guy
i was so tired nw
and i knw is nt easy 2 find sum1 jz like u
i wil going 2 be single mayb forever
i guess
and concentrate in my stpm
i sorry 4 wat i did tht make u sad,worry,angry and im sori 4 u~
i hope u 4gv me~
i was a bad guy actually
nt u
dun think like tat
thx 4 hate me..
bt i wont hate u
i hope u wil b hapi in ur nw life now
is nice 2 meet u~
and i hope i can hug u 4 the last time~
bt i guess there was no chance nw..
thx u so much 4 being wit me and treat me gud~
i wil nvr 4gt u as my bf and ur kindness~
thx u vry much~
=)

having a break~

my form6 is started last week

feel totally tired

nw is time to hv some break~

going 1Utama with my mum and sibling~

again..

i drive~so bore le~

alyz me...hm~~>.<

finally~

v reach~

10.03am~wow~quiet early~so many parking~hehe~

straight away going 2 the cinema~

tht was many movie i wan 2 watch~

bt v cant watch nw

cuz many ned over 13 or 18

my brother cant watch wit us~

so v hv 2 cancel the plan 2 watch movie

and 11am~v going 2 sing k~ until 2.30pm

wow~

wat the hell!

a kid also count with adult price!!

reli bad service!!

after tht..

v going 2 the lift  

and a man started 2 talking wit us~and he ask us 2 the 1U garden at the upper roof~

he say vry nice~

so many flower~

nice~<3

>.<

my jie say im a frog~

>.<

white and red~

nice~

i love this~^^

peace~

nice flower~

>.<

with hishiko~^^

take by my sis~^^

sometime

is reli hard to make decision

i dun knw wat should i do nw

i dun knw wat i wan

i dun knw whr i should go

how 2 follow my heart

i dun knw wat i reli wan~

i hope i did the right decision~

nw jz dun think anything

and let everything 2 b normal~

: )

0105 time to change myself

this few day
almost everytime stay at home
feel bore
and do the same thing everyday
bt is almost start my f6 life soon~^^
i nt sure that i can make it or nt
i hope i could change and start a new me
after back from plkn i do learn many thing
and i hope i can set all the positive thing that i learn and set it in my mind
hm..
i do jealous with my fren for their college life
i wish i can
i wan to take hotel management or hospitality management
or maybe a chef
i like it
bt i can't
i hv no this ability and i dun wan 2 waste my parent money
many ppl ask me borrow from ptptn
bt i dun wan
maybe im s2p
bt..i jz dun like 2 debt
hm..
i jz hate my life
i hate everything
i hate wat im choose
i hate wat i miz
i hate wat i did
and i hate wat i decide
bt nw is too late to me 2 change everything
i only can do is 2 face it and try 2 make it rite
i hv 2 start the new me
and
started 2 think positive
no more keep say sorry
no more humble
no more playing too much
i hv2 manage my time
and study 4 my future
i regret 4 my spm result
i must do it..

recipe orea cheese cake

ngredients

• 24 OREO Cookies, divided
• 3 tablespoons butter, melted
• 3 (250 g) packages PHILADELPHIA Brick Cream Cheese, softened
• 3/4 cup sugar
• 1 teaspoon vanilla
• 3 eggs
• 1/2 lemon juice

Directions

1. Heat oven to 350 degrees F. Place some of the cookies in resealable plastic bag. Flatten bag to remove excess air, then seal bag. Finely crush cookies by rolling a rolling pin across the bag. Place in bowl. Add butter; mix well. Press firmly onto bottom of 9-inch springform pan.
2. Beat cream cheese, sugar and vanilla in large bowl with electric mixer on medium speed until well blended. Add eggs, 1 at a time, beating just until blended after each addition. Chop or crush remaining 8 cookies. Gently stir half of the chopped cookies into cream cheese batter. Pour over prepared crust; sprinkle with the remaining chopped cookies.
3. Cool. Refrigerate 3 hours or overnight. Store leftover cheesecake in refrigerator.

last day of mac

last day of mac
and 2molo going 2 april
day sure pass faz..
and im getting older
>.<
hm
wondering wat should i study and wat should i work
so confuse
>.<
jz 4gt it
and now enjoy my holiday 1st
haha
having breakfast with pak wai~
eating mc donal breakfast~
haha
yum~yum~
after v having our breakfaz~
and i go play her 5 hamster

so cute~~
hehe
and v discuss 2 sale our handmake
wish can make it ba~^^
haha
and v hv nth 2 do and v take many  38 pic~
haha

haha~

38 luk 4 last day of mac~xD

<3

nice smile mummy~

haha

HOPE OUR FRENSHIP WIL NVR END~^^

Haha

050211

thx my fren 4 cummimg yesterday
^^
i feel sori 2 sum1
cuz when he buy cake 4 me bt im nt at home
i reli shock tht time
and i started cry
i feel sori
>.<
hope they wil 4gv me
i knw thy try 2 celebrate bday with me
bt i didt make it
so i call thm out at 9pm at old town
and v celebrate 3 ppl bday
jie yee,ck and me
haha
sori 4 call thm so late
>.<
bt v reli enjoy yesterday
hahaha
i guess so
haha

thx 4 the present dickson

thx 4 the cake

lo

ignore me~

>.<

^^

i reli hapi and appreciate  2 hv u all as my fren

thx u~

^^

and i hv 2 go 4 ns again

going 2 miss thm soon

expecially tzi yi

she going 2 china soon

i cant c her after this

>.<

RABBIT YEAR~2011

yeah~
finally im back from camp
haha
home im cumming
^^
miz home alot
hehe
hm
this year c.n.y sure vry boring
>.<
hm
bt stil hapi
cuz we wear cheongsam take pic
hehe

with kimico~

gong xi gong xi~

<3

actually my bday nt tht day

my family celebrate my birthday early

even tis not the cake i wan

but

i hv no choice

cuz this is the only shop near and open

nvm

i reli appreciate vry much

hehe

thx u all

^^

ang pow~

^^

my plkn life~^^

the 1day going 2 plkn

felling sad when tht day i have 2 leaving my family

expecially my mum

i feel vry bad tht time

and think wat i hv done b4 tht make her sad,disappointed,angry bt she stil 4gv me

human reli wont realize when thy stil b with u

bt 1day when u leave thm or far away form thm and v only regret/realize everything

water started flood  in my eyes

i try 2 control my tears

bt watching mum eyes and nose bcum red

and i cry

im sori mum 4 so emotional

bt i jz cant control my emotional 

watching mum cry

T.T

the bus almost leave my hometown

i ask thm 2 leave and i go to the bus

bt thy leave me after 15min

watching out from the bus window

a pretty and q grl in the bus started smile at me

so surprise and i smile back 2 her

^^

in bus jz gt 2 chinese ppl in the bus

and i sit with her and v started talk alot

and v bcum fren(ming lee)

^^

the 1st day i arrive

felling weird

and v r the 1st reach the camp

cant believe

tht grl smile at me same dorm with me

haha

and her name is ying suan~^^

vry boring tht day

no activity for 3day

waiting other country ppl
and v keep eating those day
haiz
after tht 3day
wow
so hapi le
cuz our dorm hv 9/23 chinese ppl le
hehe
count many lu~
haha
sunday v go 4 the buddah class
and v do take a lot of pic

c here all leng lui~

1,2,3 say cheese~

chak!

with jia yee

^^

all chinese from our camp

sisty~~

^^

say cheese~

with elva soh

hehe

sori 4 the ugly drawing

>.<

each day pass and v hving class
bt now finish module le
quiet miss tht moment
cuz i learn many thing in tht class
i learn 2 b brave bt i alyz talk wrong and i regret
haiz
muz change it
now is class kenegaraan

nt reli knw thm yet bt i knw ltr v will having alot of fun on tht class
^^